ma's blog

as soon as i can find it i will link to my mom's blog.
not much goin on. still being an ass. uggh.

here's a thing!

how do you know if your dating?

I think i am. i should say 'we are'.
I'll call her tommorow and ask. i would call her now,
but i am tired and i bet she is too. that hard workin'
sweet thing!

i certainly would like to date her...

i'll bet she's reading this and freaking. serves me right for being so oblivious.

checkit! http://captain-akhad.deviantart.com/

iron elf as h.e.l.p.e.r.

it really sucks, not having any thing to write.

and it took like an hour to log in. mostly 'cuz
i forgot my login info. {sigh......}

the only good news? i got two pieces of art up.

{sigh}

holy crap, i gotta get to bed!

well met!

ooh! i almost forgot, i set a date to quit smoking. it is about three and a half weeks from now. i am thinking the patch is the way to go. with the gum alone iwould have too many cravings, so it the patch with gum support. Woot!

back from the dead

it turns out i am not dead.

I am however very busy and very stressed and very depressed. not only am i moving into my parents house, but i am out of work again because i have to find something closer to my "new home". oh and did i mention that i am one of the four people who take care of my grandmother, who has cancer? no? well i am. and it is very hard as well.

so, i have all this to deal with and it was my birthday last weekend. we saw two half-movies. we saw the first half of taladega nights and the first half of another movie. it was an interesting night, kinda'. any way all the time i am spending at mom's house is making me homesick.

i should go... and sleep. if you are waiting for me to call you(you all know who you are) keep being patient, please.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

what to do?

i am really in a twist about what is going to happen in the next few monthes.
quitting my current job, moving from my current house.
it's all very confusing and frustrating.
no matter what happens, I have some time to turn things around and clean up my act.

and christmas too. grr! another holiday durring a personal depression.

I really should start talking to people again. I was doing well for a minute, there.

persons w/ persistent, multiple barriors

I can't even email anyone right now.
I am tired, and a little disoriented.
work is weird. there is no "official" manager there.
just this couple of pretty nice people.
and although they're new, they are very responsible.
they still don't seem to know just how "special" my needs are.
and its not their fault that they can't help me get my ppmb cheque.

I just finished a comic series I have been watching (lullaby: wisdom seeker.)
what else is good? ... um, my rent is paid. with borrowed money.

at least I have enough cash tonight to have a strong beer. I have finished the dishes. it was my night.

gotta check my downloads, much respect! booyakasha!!!

still up in the air

well, this stuff at work is still crazy.
the head guy was supposed to show.
now, he might have, i arrived HOURS late.
then left at three-thirty.

and with my appointment tomorrow, the two new guys
will be left to they're own selves again.

it bugs me. this is the first week without a manager.
if thigns don't change real quick, i'll give my notice.

back to the appointment. if all goes well, I will have my rent
and have a way to report my income more easily. and then work
the next day. hoo-ray!

I finished watching eraserhead. I was certinly a strange film.
NEVER see it for the first time high!!! i saw it straight.
and almost died. you can really see david lynch in this.
if you have seen twin peaks, you really see his shots.

i've also seen all of the first half of the tenth season
of stargate sg-1. now i have to wait for the rest of it.
by then, the canadian showing of the first half should be over.

save stargate! word, #iggaz!

blog ya' L8R...

I am so upset at what is happening at work.
I will post more, but right now, I have to de-stress.
after that, I am going to burn the place down. ;-_-

stay tuned. (@o@)

why bother

I am so tired (whine)
I only enjoy this about half the time.

well, my usual boss is out of town for a while.
the substitute bosses are kinda cool.
well there is more to it but I don't care to blog about it now.
space ghost is cool!!!!!!!

have some links!!


http://kassiuscosbysoundtrack.ytmnd.com/
Kassius Cosby Soundtrack v.1

http://vaderfortune.ytmnd.com/
Vader on Wheel of Fortune (refresh)

http://adamafatass.ytmnd.com/
Lee Adama is a Fatass (updated)
http://picard.ytmnd.com/
Picard Song

http://besteverremixytmnd.ytmnd.com/
*****FISH BISCUIT REMIX *****

http://blueballfixed.ytmnd.com/
Blue Ball Machine (Classic GIF Returned)

http://neoretard.ytmnd.com/
Neo: Messianic Retard

http://forporn.ytmnsfw.com/
The internet is for porn

http://ytmndjapan.ytmnd.com/
YTMND.co.jp

and now, a picture.

whitens and brightens

I read recently on bleachportal that episodes are now aired on wednesdays. I want to see the next ep now but, I can't do the "raw" thing. I will just have to wait till tomorrow. and i realize that bleach is already tv in canada and the states. I just don't want to start from the begining. besides, I like the voices for the english release, kinda, but I like the original, japanese cast better.

look at BP and donate to keep it going http://www.bleachportal.net/

lost

i lost my phone charger. or more acurately, one of my roommates lost it. i also lost my tablet stylus. iam sure i'll find the stylus. but i'll have to buy a new charger.

I have been late for work almost everyday this week. having no cel and no watch dosen't help much.

I still haven't emailed Darycy yet. I am such a bastard!

the cans and bottles in my room have gotten to their old levels again.
i have tomorrow off, so i can get soem work done on my room and some chores and whatever.

its hard out here for a pimp (or a blogger)

I think I have too many sites if I can't remember my blogger login information. any how this will be my first in a while so...

well, what's new is um, I won that blog contest. it was awesome!
surfware is awesome. I got the thumbdrive, the full version(Shhh! don't tell anyone)
, all with a handwritten note! so nice.

what else... I need to email people more. i am working on it.
umm... thats about it for now. my art isn't going too well.
I need to spend more time on it but I am too tired after work to think about it.
i would take time off, but I just can't. work=must, art=???

I am definately going places. just not the places i want to go.
maybe if ... nah, that'll nver work.

WE! ORLY? yarly!! XD LOL!!! L337!!

first post in the beta

well, not much to say RIGHT NOW.
I mostly wanted to finally change
to the new google accounts/ blogger beta.

lessee, credit is okay. work is ok.
art is actually doing great.
finished a piece for devon.
my cat still loves me.
my family still loves me.
my roommates still like me.
my friends still like me.
and the f-r-i-e-n-d I mentioned earlier still
likes me.

i may get my pay tomorrow.
my dell may not have an AGP slot,
but it still functions.
anyway more to come...

I finally get a chance to log in

and I can't think of a thing to write about.
ah well. i'll figure things out and update again.

the universe wants me to drink beer

with the last usable money I have(about twelve dollars,)
i as able to buy some pretty good beer. I will have to watch my
smoking; i have less than half a pack left. and I only bought it
this morning. I should use this to relax and get some work done.
as I don't have work tomorrow, this should be easy.

I should probably update some things too.

bottoms up!!

happy bc day!

well its another long weekend monday.
I wish i hadn't spent all my money on beer
and ciggarettes. i could use both right about
now. beats cleaning my room. or washing dishes.
or updating my art.

i would end the post with something like
"i wonder whats on tv" just to be funny.
but i am watching it now, as i post.
my choices are the next-gen episode
with matt frewer or the next-gen episode
where data gets angry. i no longer wonder.

nothing specific to whine about now

ok, so the bed is almost clear.
the cans, bottles and garbage are almost all gone.
and it turns out i have some form of vertigo.
well, this has been an interesting week, eh?
my tablet is working again.

i guess thats all for now.
I just cant think of any thing more.

Heat strick... en. stroked struck?

my brain feels like it is actually fried.
like some of the fluid and soft tissue have
solidified. in a living body (me) this would be quite
painful. it is.

if I feel bad tomorrow, i'll see a doctor.

remember kids, drink plenty of water!
it is good for your skin, kidneys, and your
core temperature will stay level.
and your plumber will love you for it.?

be sun smart too! lots of sunblock.
shade and hats glasses and light clothes.
and keep your server cool. or you lose customers.
whatever...

today's plan

i feel so bad. i need sleep.
i have thrown my room in to even further
disaray just to try to get it clean.
yesterday i got four garbage bags
of cans and bottles out. i got twenty bucks
for 'em.

so, clean 'till time for work. work 'till
time to go home. clean 'till bed is clear.
sleep 'till ? work the next day? my cheque comes in?
points to remember:
watch caffeine and niccotine.
drink lots 'o' water
walk when possible but rest often
somethingelse?
what a waste of a good post...